after some time i got everything worked out. I use opencore, i'll find a working one from internet and configure for myself.
You all helped me out, especially shaneee your comment is so helpfull, you tired of telling clover is not working after 10.15.0 . Maybe you should print it out on the vanilla tutorials. Probably you get stuck at valid slides ++++ section. If you are using upper version than 10.15, it is a must to use opencore.
I'll attach my opencore efi folder, probably it wont work for you, you should change by your needs don't forget that. You are all great, i love you guys. Have a great time, mery christmas ( who is related )
EDIT: Dont forget to find latest version of everything. like whatevergreen , lilu, opencore etc.